Can you help me de-clutter my mind?

Can you? I need help. Seriously.

I want to cry. If only it's normal to cry in front of others without really alarming them, without being asked why.

'Coz I don't know why. There are a lot of things going on in my mind.

Alcohol won't help. I had a few bottles last night. I even believe it's making things worse.

I want to go on a vacation. I want to go some place where there is peace and quiet. I want to go back to Bukidnon and find solitude there.