humbling :(

I consulted another doctor today regarding my cyst. She found out through ultrasound that cysts are growing again in my ovaries. I just have to accept that it's a chronic condition and now, I have to beat it with medication since I just had surgery last February. This could be God's way of keeping me to the ground and this time, I have to carefully think of what the essential things in life are. And when I do recognize them with all my heart, hopefully the universe will just conspire to make these essentials come to reality. Please Lord. Help me.