Knock knock

Ditched a high school dinner tonight, opted to watch some Thai Korean-like movie, and pined over my sad life.

I just don't feel like spreading my existence today. I'm sorry.

Good night. May your slumber be filled with colors of serenity and quietude.

Meet Hundertwasser

I learned about the Austrian designer Friedensreich Hundertwasser (his name actually means something - Peace-Kingdom Hundred-Water!) today through Bernard, my Malaysian boss, who just came back from a trip to Bavaria. He shared his photos and I specifically liked the facade of Museum Hundertwasser:

A beauty, right? The trees sprouting from the windows of the building are even called tree tenants! Hundertwasser also designed, among many others, the establishments in Bad Blumau, Austria. Here's a panorama of the place:

Bernard was not able to visit this place and now feels bad after I pointed it out to him! It is such a beauty! I have to go to Vienna and visit Bad Blumau.

Browsing through Hundertwasser's paintings reminds me of the late Pacita Abad's collection.

(Note: Photos posted here are not mine.)

A date to remember

I dated Gerald Anderson. Here's the proof!

Gerald Anderson and me at Chili's, Power Plant Mall

Well, I was just and am still dreaming. And still can't get over the euphoria that I actually SAW Gerald in person. Sui-lay, the intern who went shopping with me at Power Plant Mall, and I were seated a table away from Gerald's company. I didn't realize that a celebrity was nearby until a group of people came rushing to Gerald's table for a pic. I initially thought it was Piolo until I asked a mother who's the guy the girls have gone gaga with! When she replied it was Gerald, sounding 'you-don't-know!', Sui-lay and I immediately rushed to the next table. Take note, Sui-lay had no idea who that guy was 'coz she's not a Filipino and has been in Manila only for two months!

Good thing Sui-lay had a respectable mobile phone camera; I had this photo with Gerald. Oh my! He's just a darling! And I had the best view from my seat! And I must say I caught a few instances of him taking glances at me! Haha!

♫ If you change your mind, I'm the first in line. Honey, I'm still free; take a chance on me. ♫

humbling :(

I consulted another doctor today regarding my cyst. She found out through ultrasound that cysts are growing again in my ovaries. I just have to accept that it's a chronic condition and now, I have to beat it with medication since I just had surgery last February. This could be God's way of keeping me to the ground and this time, I have to carefully think of what the essential things in life are. And when I do recognize them with all my heart, hopefully the universe will just conspire to make these essentials come to reality. Please Lord. Help me.

Just wants to be in love

It seems that one of the reasons why I came back to Manila is not going to be realized. 

Because I just didn't feel it. And I guess the feeling is mutual. Or should I need to give it more time?

I want to be in love. I miss you again. But are we really for each other? Why can't we just be together? (But I have just hurt you too much already. And letting you go is my only way to say that I still do care for you...)

We did communicate well. We did share some memorable times together. Thank you for loving me and for teaching me to be a better person. Thank you. 

Hope you are well. And happy.

Finally, my new laptop

I finally got my new laptop which I bought in Singapore last March 12 just when my old notebook seems to give up on me already. Hmmm.. not yet please. I still have files to copy from there..